"It is very easy to get lost when you love someone.
When the person I loved was gone , I was lost and deeply lonely…
but I gathered up the pieces of my heart.
I refused to sink for a love that was a lie.
If I have to die for love, will be for a true love.
I don’t need anyone to tell me how I should feel.
Weaknesses, sadness, depression can be part of me, but it doesn’t define who I am and can’t be used against me .
She told me: ‘Die’.
But I love who I am more than I loved who I thought she was.
I chose to live.
And I know that I will find someone who will look at me and say:
‘I want you alive, because I want to live with you.’
I’m not bad. Life can be cruel but life is not bad. A blue sky can make me smile, I just need to look up."
Just My Words Part II