"It is very easy to get lost when you love someone.
When the person I loved was gone , I was lost and deeply lonely…
but I gathered up the pieces of my heart.
I refused to sink for a love that was a lie.
If I have to die for love, will be for a true love.
I don’t need anyone to tell me how I should feel.
Weaknesses, sadness, depression can be part of me, but it doesn’t define who I am and can’t be used against me .
She told me: ‘Die’.
But I love who I am more than I loved who I thought she was.
I chose to live.
And I know that I will find someone who will look at me and say: ‘I want you alive, because I want to live with you.’
I’m not bad. Life can be cruel but life is not bad. A blue sky can make me smile, I just need to look up."

Just My Words Part II

"The hardest thing is when you are feeling real down, you look around and realize that there is no shoulder for you.
But I’m getting old and more and more comfortable in being alone.
Because I have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint me.
I understood that will always be like that, and I understood that I need to handle it better.
I feel too much and I probably care too much.
I am a loner in some dark deep way.
I can see just how lonely, and how deep my feelings are and it kinda scares the shit out of me to be this lonely and sad since always.
My loneliness and my imagination makes me human and makes me a fool but I am never holding onto people… people are always leaving.
Someone said ‘The longer you go by yourself the weirder you get.’,
when I was a kid I just felt like I was a sad little weird needy thing.
I’m getting old..
I’m getting farther..
Is harder to break me.
Is harder to fool me.
I am responsible for my own disaster.
Sadness and loneliness is also part of who I am.
I can’t be cheerful all the time.
Most of the time I do not understand people and I prefer to keep quiet. And I just know that most of time there is no shoulder for me.
But I know too that loneliness, pain, and sorrow will not kill me."

"And god knows I’m not dying but I breathe now
And god knows It’s the only way to heal now
With all the blood I lost with you
It drowns the love I thought I knew"

My Blood

"That feeling that doesn’t go away just did
And I walked a thousand miles to prove it
And I’m caught in the crossfire of my own thoughts
The colour of my blood is all I see on the rocks
As you sail from me."

My Blood

"I always knew I never wanted this
I never thought it could happen
You acted like you wanted this, but then you led me on"

Drive - Miley Cyrus

"You told me you were coming back
Promised it was real and I believed that
But if I fall for it again, I will be a fool
If our love is at the end, then why do I still want you?"

Drive - Miley Cyrus

"You told me that you wanted this
I told you it was all yours
If you don’t want it, then what’d you say “forever” for?
If forever’s out the door
I’ll ignore when you call"

Drive - Miley Cyrus

I’m feeling sad so I think
I need a new tattoo, and I need a girl, and cuddle watching Hocus Pocus.

When I am angry, I am cold.
When I am jealous, I am ironic.
When I am sad, I am quiet.
I’m not that hard to understand.
But I’m hard to live with.